Before I even begin my day, I have decided to post. I have been awake since 7:30 however, it is almost 9:00 and I have yet to leave my bedroom. I am not prepared for today, tonight or tomorrow.
Shabbos is coming and I am dreading it.
There are people that I wish I could see.
There are people that I wish I could talk to in person.
There are some people I wish I could just talk to.
I am by NO standards a 'touchy-feely' person, partially due to the fact that I am hyper-sensitive to other people's auras and energies (go ahead, think I'm crazy - but I'm telling you, they exist.) For this reason, I think I can safely assume that am in pretty bad shape when I say - I think I need a hug. However, my closest friends are far far away.
I've lost some because we have fallen out of touch, I'm losing some due to 'natural causes'.
Is this what growing up is supposed to be like?
If so, I want a refund.