Sometimes it's just best to prepare for a 'worst case scenario' - well - not quite 'worst' but 'just about the worst' anyway...
I'm not even going to bother typing up what's floating through my head because you'll all freak out and wonder what the heck is going on.
Let's just say it involves the following over the course of the next 3 months:
- Birth (Date + Process)
- Miluim (for 3 weeks on the Egyptian border with 'closed' weekends)
- House Guests
- Lack of progress on House
- Shiputzim on current rental-apartment
G-d willing everything will go smoothly and wonderfully with regard to all of the aforementioned topics. I'm just a hormonal, emotional, utterly exhausted, 37week+4day pregnant crazy person.
Who cares anyway - not one of the things on the list is even a little bit 'in my hands' to control.
Guess it's just time to 'let go'.